Things have been up and down for a bit, with things getting me down slowly and slowly but then other things are looking up…
I’ve been really sad over the past couple of weeks, mainly situations with certain people around me getting me down. I really liked this guy who said he’s confused about his sexuality, fair does, but he said he prefers gusy yet seeks my company all the time. Now he’s asked me if I know any guys I could set him up with. Colour me confused, upset and angry. I don’t want to like him so much, but I feel I’m basing my happiness on one person and I hate that. I’ve made the decision to stay away from him, however it’s a bit difficult as he’s my best friend’s flatmate. But I’m going to be friendly, but not so much. Other things have been going well and not so well. Uni has been going OK, lots of work, but I feel like I can be on top of it even though I am behind. But I’m working at it. I’m getting on really well with my flatmates, which is great because we had lots of problems before. So the good comes with the bad I guess, I’ve kind of fallen out with one of my best friend’s because she has a new boyfriend, who she’s wrapped up in. It’s the kind of thing, that when you think about it more just makes you angry so I try not to. But I do need to get away, and I am going away to Barcelona this weekend, to visit a friend of mine who’s doing their year abroad. I think some time away will do me good, even though a lot of my friends wanted to go as well, I’m glad I put my foot down and going by myself.